I yearn to see you in darkness
For darkness brightens at your sight
I yearn to hear you in silence
For in silence I hear no rejection
I yearn to touch you in calmness
For in calmness no one excites you but me
I yearn to appreciate you from distance
For distance shields you of validation
I yearn to kiss you in the rain
For the rain is wetter than my lips
I yearn to embrace you in my dreams
For in my dreams you’re mine
I yearn to taste you in a fantasy
For fantasy starves what the body wants
I yearn to stop yearning
For yearning is the if
That could never be